well.. saw my cousin after very long le.. hm.. she changed after tt incident.. tt painful one.. she kinda overcome, and became stronger.. if i were the one.. that's it.. i wun be able to overcome the fear.. and the horror.. ya.. strong and mature.. she is ya.. think she knoes alot.. ya..she staying over at my hse today..:) well.. now change topic le.. bh..kinda stress.. dunno how to help him lorz.. jus wan him to be happy.. really happy.. dun wan him to worry too much. and ya.. i will be a wonderful gf.. i will try.. dun worry.. definitely, u are great!! loveya always