jus dun understand y u so different.. but ya anyway.. i dun really care.. coz u dun contribute much to this home... wadever u do.. jus remember ur part in the home.. and just sh... keep quiet and dun irritate me.. coz i may not show u any respect.. anymore.. argh~

hm.. mustn't be restless.. oh yah.. i cant get any marketing stuff into my brainy.. it seems to be lazing and sleeping around.. wake up brainy.. i need u now..

exams really near man.. and i haven been doing well.. sad and stressed.. yah.. getting pissed with him nowadays.. he better not step over that line.. becoz i wun show any respect.. and i mean i wun.. haix.. ok.. how i wish bh is ard.. coz he will be able to motivate me.. anyway.. jiayou!!

haha.. to carol and shuzheng.. both my very gd frens.. well.. jiayou for both of u k.. one must try to relax.. the other must stress abit more k.. hee.. but still happy belated bday.. yah.. carol.. hope u like the present... monaqx.. hope u get the baq in 2 weeks time =)
loveya both..

and yah.. did well for my IT quiz.. finally sia.. =) and i am on schedule formy time table.. gd gd.. jiayou!!

hm.. really demoralise after today's listening.. i really dunno y... upset.. think really need to cry out.. shall go cry later.. sadz.. and bh called me jus now.. he sounded sick.. worried..~

I am really demoralise.. am i really that lousy? or is it that i am not as hardworking as others.. or maybe.. i jus dun fit.. why is it always the case.. i put in effort le.. but in the end.. i got the worst results among all.. i dun like this feeling.. becoz it seems so harsh.. telling me.. no matter how much effort i put in.. i wun be as gd... yah.. perhaps this is the way.. haix... 20% of the marks gone.. 加油吧！！

WOW!! that's fast rite.. actually. i plan to buy on sunday.. but den.. to my surprise.. hubby bought for me today.. giving after sch.. hm.. he's always so nice... =) anway.. he jus left my house not long ago.. and soon.. tonight.. he will be flying off.. really felt like crying jus now.. 29 days.. so long!! but i din.. strong gal.. i will be good.. will study hard..
everyday, i shall pray for him.. hope he's safe.. and ya.. hope he likes my present..

only realized show's CD was out this morning.. haha.. becz going to kill me.. gotta buy one soon.. coz i really think his songs are nice.. and of coz.. his pix too.. haha.. okok.. tired sia.. need to study real hard soon.. made a promise le.. ppl.. let's work hard to get into Dean's list..haha.. kidding lar.. ok.. jiayou ba.. anyway.. my wishlist is reduced by one le.. yeah.. so happy..

hm.. going to sch was tough and tiring today.. every moment was on the verge of crying.. but well.. everything's ok le.. so.. :) thanks for everything dear..

of course it meant studying le.. i hate it!! coz major exams i always dun well.. hm.. :( stress starting to come le.. べんきょうします haha... jiayou.. oh ya.. must introduce my superb group members man.. really pray hard that we will be tgt next sem!!

JON: our grp leader.. super zia.. he done most of the stuff lar.. a little crappy too.. but den he's really busy.. and i mean VERY.. haha.. without him, maybe our grp will just die off.. laggy to get to JOSHUA's stage of lameness..

JOSHUA: the brinjal... haha.. a very LAME person.. at the same time very quiet.. he's a gd listener.. and feel very comfortable talking to him.. but den.. sometimes really want to punch him for the lameness lar..

KOK KIONG: um.. the golden hair person.. and the pangsei one.. coz he's really busy lar.. every 10 steps he walk, he will say hi to someone.. haha.. our joker too.. yah.. he's a great thinker.. but den sometimes a little laggy..

LAYS: fellow saints.. haha.. she's stuck to me for EVERY lesson, so she got to stand ALL my nonesense.. hm.. she is very pro too.. esp the movie that she produced.. WOW! and she's real tall lar(175).. oh.. she's pretty too.. hehheh..

hm.. cannot praise too much.. haha
but we really make a gd combi coz we are so fun.. and we are so passionate into the things we want to do.. it all started with proton.. haha.. love this grp.. and it may be the best memory in my uni life.. thanks guys..

the proj over le.. tired working thru the proj.. but i must say.. i am REALLY happy working with them.. it's the best proj i have worked so far.. sth seems missing after no proj.. haha~ Today's presentation is a great success.. can simply see from the audience and their respond.. very attentive and happy smiles all over.. wow... we did so well.. so we went to celebrate.. haha K box.. actually only lays, jon and me lar.. haha... wad should i say.. today's the happiest day i have spent in NTU.. hm.. too happy to believe..

oh my.. must we be so scared to lose out ?! it's do dumb.. argH~