If i say tat i am not sad.. i would be lying.. i remembered telling him tat i will help him to get u.. but somehow i ruin it.. well.. not tat he's gone.. um...

well.. i may not appear or sound different.. but i AM sad.. i really am.. but there is nothing i can do abt it...

i simply hate it when ppl dun reply my message... just becoz he or she dun feel like.. becoz on the other line.. ppl is concern... dun tell me u din see the message coz i dun believe..

After tonight, i will turn 19 le.. well... hm.. received a few gifts le.. they are from my dearest..
of coz me myself bought a bday gift for ME too.. a new Hp - X800
bh gave me a bouquet of PINK tulips.. and a pair of slippers and paying half for anything i buy in future.. =)
my sisters gave me a multi hair styler.. nice..
and ppl treating me to makan and makan!! growing REAL fat!!

When i saw u tat day.. the way u look.. how sick u were.. i realise how worried i am .. it also make me realise tat u are VERY important to me.. such tat.. my heart can no longer accommodate another person.. no one can ever replace u..
today.. u were coughing.. i am worried too.. i dun wan u to be sick.. how i wish.. i can be sick for u.. for u.. i will.. no matter wad others say.. i am not going to care.. i just know tat.. I am urs.. unless u no longer need me.. Get well my dear... i miss the walk at our fav place... =)

Bh is sick.. real sick.. went to see him today.. nearly cry.. just so worried and heartache.. wan him to get well.. jus wan to hold him tight.. being with him today oso make him realise.. how impt he is to me.. and how deeply i am into him..
all i wan now.. is that he will be well.. fever no more.. cough no more.. haiz.. get well dear.. loveya...