hm.. jus went to sign up for CIP.. yupz.. hm.. want to get 80 hrs.. bz? not at all.. most of my CIP in the morning..
01/06 - CIP from 9-12
02/06 - Training at 4pm
03/06 - CIP from 9-12; econs from 2-4
04/06 - Econs from 1.30-3.30
05/06 - GP from 9-11; jolyn's bday!! & .. a sad memory day
06/06 - Training at 3; match at 5.30
07/06 - free
08/06 - CIP from 9-12
09/06 - CIP from 10-1
10/06 - CIP from 11-2
11/06 - CIP from 3-6
12/06 - CIP from 9-12
13/06 - CIP from 9-12
14/06 - CIP from 10-1
15/06 - Match at 7.15pm
16/06 - CIP from 10-1
17/06 - Match at 8.30pm
18/06 - Class bbQ
19/06 - Match at 8.30pm
23/06 - Maths consultation
yupz.. tt's all..

yupz.. did quite some stuff these few days.. ya.. finally hols le.. rest time.. wentt o watch shirek 2 with class on fri, quite nice.. then went for band concert ytd, very nice too.. yupz.. had a friendly match ytd too.. 1st match & 1st victory.. ya.. some players were injured, but nvm lar.. think they are ok le.. hm.. team spirit building up, but ya.. tt's without me of coz.. become a loner in the team, my job is jus to giude them & be a captain.. nth else.. jus wan to finish the tournament fast & have no more worries.. argh~ tell me wad to do, so tt i can help him.. ya..

ytd was soccer finals.. yupx.. Vj won.. 4-1.. SA was trashed.. but it's ok.. they have done well.. they fought hard till the very last seconds.. jus love them so much.. i noe they feel bad.. but they have done us proud.. saw them cry ytd, esp kwokz & jojo.. my 2 dearest classmates.. hm.. nvm.. they will get over it soon.. no matter wad the results are, most imptly, they have fought with all their hearts.. :) as for crickets, there's a rematch tml, well.. think they will win.. and ya.. bh is kinda weird these few days.. yupz.. haix.. dunno how to help him.. cheer up kz.. -luvz-

hm... well.. ytd play was good.. very good.. except for the orchestra that went out of tune.. well... kwek & peisan did really well.. they cried.. haha.. hm.. peisan was super hyper ytd.. kept screaming lar.. cannot stand her.. yupz.. haix.. bh was sad ytd, but he din tell me why.. not going to ask him anymore since he dun wish to say.. jus respect his choice.. well.. read zihan's diary.. not tt i was pissed with wat he wrote abt our class gals tt time... i am jus finding ridiculous.. dunno wad his thinking lorz.. he was quite alright last yr.. but this yr.. after he not getting into the team, he changed.. i dunno why, but i dun really care as well.. if he wants to be anti-gals then we will be anti-him as well.. he was suppose to be one of the nicest guys in our class.. but now.. oh ya.. he is not anti our class hockey gals, think maybe mix around alot.. well~ i really dunno wad to say abt him lar.. he dun wan us to talk behind his back, then he shouldn't be doing so!! practice wad u preach, my dear fren.. oh.. well.. realise tt i have quite a lot of work to do lar.. seems like.. it's endless.. hm.. basketball season end le.. me.. kinda have more time.. looking forward to hols now..

ar.. kinda scared.. coz tml is final le.. the day we have been waiting for.. hm.. guess they are all now very excited.. nervous.. dunno wad kind of thots going thru them now.. ya.. tml have the fund management quiz.. no.. i dun wan to go.. coz it's like.. to me.. match is more impt.. whether it's jus one quarter or wadever.. i wan to be with the team.. to me.. they are jus too impt.. hmz... i love them.. i really do.. yupz.. tml got reunion dinner too.. at trader's hotel.. well.. think will cry again.. ya.. this time definitely can stay longer le.. yupz.. very tired today.. and suay.. wanted to pon s-paper.. but saw mr peh.. ar.. wasted lesson today, coz din get anything.. :( hm.. missing bh..

well.. went to a temple at loyang today.. quite deserted.. coz it's at industrial park.. hm.. the temple is facing the sea.. so kinda special.. today got sth going on there.. ya.. hm.. kinda weird lar.. those "gods".. dunno if it's true.. hm.. miss bh alot lorxz.. ya.. really wan to be with him every moment.. hm.. well.. cant let him be so distracted.. =) haix.. dunno y his attention span so short.. haha.. oh ya.. prayed our him today too~ -hugz-

A day at bh house..

well.. today got no training.. so gd.. then bh got to go see teacher.. haix.. mrs wong.. dunno wad she's thinking lar.. aiyoz.. then went to bh house to study.. not really study.. but i was doing tut.. complete quite a bit.. as for him.. he had to eat apples.. haha~ hm.. ya.. quite funny lar.. coz his sis & mum kinda cute.. haha.. yupz.. then his mum ask me to go when i am free.. haha.. hm.. well.. not too bad.. he is quite neat.. hm.. ya.. quite a nice environment to study there.. can consider.. haha.. :)

haha.. today.. kinda slack.. yupz.. had a long talk with bh.. cried.. ya.. and i saw him tear.. this is the very 1st time lorz.. hm.. wanted to see him cry.. but din noe tt he was so scared.. haix.. ya.. told him some stuff.. sadz.. but nvm.. i will try to be more understanding from now.. coz i think must be have more committment.. well.. quite glad too.. coz he's always here... hm.. :) i am jus feeling very happy now lor.. feel loved.. ya.. din even count the 100th day lar.. he is jus too sweet.. loving him more each day..

I truly love you...

well.. long time nv update le.. coz didn't come online as often le lar.. hm.. jus read bh's blog.. very happy :) hm.. ya.. really have many upcoming obstacles to overcome.. ya.. will try real hard.. and i believe that we will be able to do that.. really.. thx.. hm.. i am still sick lorz.. since last fri... hai.. more than one week le.. and i am still not ok.. sianz.. jus wan to recover fast... so tt i can play bball, go out... ya.. bballers will not meet hc in the semis!!! i am so glad lor.. yeah.. i believe tt they will win rjc, coz their mental strength is getting stronger le.. :) looking forward to finals.. -hugz-

well... i think i am suffering from depression... dunno why... i jus feel like crying... very sadz... i even ask bh not to msg me for one day.. but i din expect the ans to be "ok".. ask if he wants to meet at night.. he replied "huh".. then i really dunno wad to do.. i jus wan to talk to someone.. i jus need someone to pei me.. i am jus very fed up.. i am jus very pissed.. and disappointed... i feel as if i am going crazy le.. really.. have no idea wad to do.. wad i should do.. kinda sadz.. i am sorry.. ya.. think feeling better le ba... had a talk with someone else.. at least he was there to pei me...

well.. today is may day... hm... & xiangjie's bday.. wish him happy bday le.. yupz.. well.. i am not very stress le.. coz no more headache.. :) but.. i feel like crying.. can jus tear when i feel like.. but din tear anyway.. hm... well... feel like disappearing for a few days... um... ya... i am jus very fed up.. okay.. argh~~~