Tuesday, March 16, 2004

ytd.. was actually a terrible day.. it was meant to be a happy day, coz it's yan's bday.. but things(like i played the least) tt happen b4 tt had spoilt my mood entirely.. tried very hard to control my tears.. and i DID! then, i guess i was happy la.. den went to meet bh, & suddenly talk abt some stuff.. & started crying.. maybe jus feel like crying ba.. was feeling much better after talking to him.. really.. maybe coz he's there with me.. & i wasn't lonely.. thx..

well.. today.. didn't really expect to play much.. coz of the experience ytd.. but.. carmen & eunice didn't come.. so it's like.. no choice got to put us.. wad pissed me off was actually tt they put gc instead of moniaq as small center when gc was NV a center.. how can they make such decision when Mr Tan was not even there!!! but nvm.. later the match was played in a terrible manner.. ya.. got scolded by Mr Tan.. for making stupid mistake twice.. BUT i wasn't the only one.. & i was the only one getting scolded.. but it was ok.. jus tt i nearly cry la.. think no one bothered... so.. um.. nvm~ ya.. then when he put me down again.. decided to work extra hard to defend well.. last quarter.. defended well.. played thru'out the whole quart.. but offence... sux.. didn't even realise i was standing the the 3pt line & i can shoot.. it's ok la.. so mood wasn't tt bad.. jus tt got 5 blueblack on the left knee.. & one deep and big one on right thigh.. the big one quite pain.. but.. it's ok le..
ya.. bh still sick.. for so long le.. kind of worried.. quite xin tong too & guilty.. for not being by his side..

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