i am not as understanding as wat i seem to be.. i have many diff thoughts deep inside me.. i am strong outside, but fragile inside.. at the same time, i can stand up fast by myself.. no matter how hard it is.. i will also overcome it.. many diff feelings are going thru me now.. i found out many things.. ya.. someone told me tt it is very impt to feel the truth, ur own beliefs.. but.. i dunno wad's the truth & wad i believe in.. he also said tt even if we cannot turn back time, the past can reappear again.. the feeling is so familiar.. but.. i am confused.. ya.. i am happy with wat i have now.. no regretz...